Busy studying,
Busy working,
Busy playing.. hahaha..
Nowadays i'm damn into facebook's restaurant city..
I'm off to play restaurant city!! :)
Smile is shining out brightly again!!

Dear wondering how are you doing for your out field.
2 more weeks and you're going to brunei..
I wish that you don't go..
but i know it's impossible.
So we'll have to treasure this 2 weekends!!
If not the next time we will meet up is 1month later..
Poor me. HAHAHA!!

Went to town to exchange for a flowery top today.
The sales person is like... no words to describe her.
She asked me:
1)how i wash?
Ans: I soak it then wash.
2)What did you soak it with?
Ans: dettol..
And know what she told me.. A RIDICULOUS REPLY!!
You should not use dettol to wash it.. Dettol contains blah blah blah.. craps and craps..
So the colour may fade..
I was there wondering.. If i don't use dettol what should i use??
USING PLAIN WATER THE COLOUR ALSO WILL FADE!!
WILL FADE MEANS WILL FADE!!
What for telling me shouldn't use dettol..
And i think almost all families in singapore uses dettol to wash their clothes...
Why not you tell me sorry i don't know that the colour will fade instead of pushing the blame to dettol..
And all my clothes we use dettol to wash but the colour don't seems to fade..
So the conclusion is not dettol fault..
And know what she told me..
Oh that time i under-charged you guys.. I was there like erm.. ok??
I don't know about the pricing as i'm not the one who paid for it.. So she told me i under-charged you guys by 5 dollar.. So i was thinking that time you're the one who under-charged us so you're asking me to pay now???
But i went to try the other clothes first.. Nothing caught my eyes.. really NOTHING!!
So at last i got the flowery top.
And that top cause 39 which is like totally not worth the price..
the top is like when you're at bugis street you can find it for about 10-15bucks instead of 39..
But really got no choice..
When paying.. she said.. Erm that dress is 29. And this top is 39. So you'll have to top up 10dollar.. i said ok can i pay by nets.
THEN SHE ADDED oh that time i got give you all 20% discount. Which is like that time she insisted on giving us 5% discount.. till we bargain to 10% i was thinking ok.
Since you're not honest this will be my last time visiting this shop.
She said so you'll have to pay me extra15.
So i told her again can i pay by nets she told me to pay by cash..
She looks like she's having some kind of depression which shufen told me and i agreed too. LOL. Well her actions make us feel that.. haha.
When i showed my dad the top he was there saying that this top looks like your grandma's and keep laughing there at a corner and repeat to me again.. (Just because it's flowery)
I told him nice leh.. Once again he said like your popo wear one.
i was there saying what popo wear one 39dollar leh u think 9dollar ah while i was saying i gave him this face -.- the face which i always give. HAHAHA.
And i told him style leh you don't know.. He told me what style ugly la.. I was like what the.. i say you wait you wait i showed him the magazine and told him STYLE LEH!!!
He's again showing his disapproval by saying EEEEE auntie wear one.. I told him aiya you don't know one la go and continue to watch your tv.. so my mum came back and i asked her if it's nice my mum's face was like kanna cramp then say erm still ok la..
My dad with his nonsense and craps again.. Aiya auntie or ah ma then will wear one.
Only you so stupid will go and buy.. i was there STYLE LEH!!
So again i brought the magazine right to his eyes and tell him SEE!! He's seeing and commenting.. ee ugly.. i cannot stand it anymore and i'm telling myself you're going to get it and i SLAP his leg.. and told him WHAT UGLY!! I'M GOING TO GET 2 MORE NEXT MONTH. So with his old and stupid pattern.. Continue shaking his head to show disapproval..
So that's the funny dad of mine..
That time shufen experienced it and said wa joan no wonder you will have this pattern cause how me and my dad communicate is just like how i communicate with my friends and with my stupid and annoying patterns.. HAHAHA.. :) heh.. Special dad!!

Dear i'm missing you..
You got out field and can't msg or even give me a call.
I miss your voice.
I miss your messages.
I miss your hug.
I miss your kiss.
I miss you teasing me.
I miss watching movie with you.
I just simply miss everything that we have done together.
I love you!!

You told me not to worry.
But the feeling is like so uneasy.
I know i should not worry.
But at first you insist on going.
I'm wondering is it something wrong?
Even though i know that its not now.
I just want to feel save and secure.
That why i'm telling you, you can'tYou told me not to control so much it's not good.
I need a listening ear at that point time so i told shufen everthing.
And she's also thinking why are you so persist to go.
If it's she, She would quarrel and not let her boyfriend go.
She smells something's fishy too.
So even outsider feels that that's why i'm feeling so insecure.
And you quote me a unreasonable deal.
Wondering is it out of anger or that is really what you're thinking.
So i know i shouldn't think so much.
I'll just try to let this thing pass and don't give a thought about it.
Dear i'll always remember this thing you told me.
I've got to stay strong when bad things happen or even when there are people who tries to break us up and i'll need to have the mentality that we wouldn't break up. :)

Today ain't good.

Not happy.

Sad.

Quarrels..

Unwilling..

Nothing to say..

Can't even do anything.

There's nothing i can do..

Smile is not shining out today..

Dear i don't want..
I don't wish that you go alone.
My imaginations will run wild.
Even though how many times i said no you would still want there is nothing more i can do to stop you.
I'm sad and hurt.
Hope that i'll turn back strong again soon.
Tears i don't want you to flood my eys and pillow. :(

Today i went to iluma and tampines1.
Went to iluma to catach the movie "horseman".
One word to discribe this show gruesome.
It's like another movie of saw.
Went to tampines1 and met up with qinwei, peckswee and youheng.
Not used to youheng being so mature..Prefer him like the way he used to be last time. Hahaha!!
I bought alot of things today. Hahaha..
CONTENDED!!
I bought shoes, belt, top.
I was like damn happy when i bought all those.
Oh ya this remind me that boyf bought a waist belt at far east few weeks ago for $24..90, the sales person told me only their shop sells that belt. Went i shopped at bugis street today as i'm looking for flowery high waist skirt and i saw that belt selling for 10BUCKS AND IT IS SO MUCH TIGHTER COMPARED TO THE ONE BOUGHT AT FAR EAST!! ANGRY! Haha.. but nevermind la since it's already bought.

1st incident:
I SAW THIS BUS DRIVER WHEN I'M ON MY WAY WALKING TO THE BUS STOP AT ALJUNIED.
I SAW A OLD GRANDPA WAVING FOR BUS 80, AND THE FUCKING DRIVER DIDN'T STOP FOR THE OLD GRANDPA!!
OMG THIS ACTION MAKES ME DAMN FREAKING PISSED OFF.
I WAS THINKING WHY DO HE HAVE TO DO THIS TO AN OLD GRANDPA.
I IMMEDIATELY TURNED TO LOOK AT THE DRIVER SEE IF HE'S A BANGALA DRIVER. TO MY SURPRISED IT'S A BANGALA DRIVER. I WANTED TO NOTE DOWN THE LICENCE PLATE BUT IT'S TOO DIRTY CAN'T SEE CLEARLY.
TO THIS DRIVER:
I'M GOING TO CURSE YOU IF YOUR FAMILY WAVE FOR BUS, TAXI OR EVEN NEED SOME OTHER PEOPLE'S HELP NO ONE IS GOING TO FUCKING STOP THE BUS AND CAB FOR YOU. WHEN YOU NEED HELP NO ONE IS GOING TO FUCKING HELP YOU.
YOU'RE LUCKY THAT I CAN'T SEE YOUR LICENCE PLATE IF NOT I'M GOING TO FUCKING COMPLAIN YOU. YOU THIS BUSTARD!!
2nd incident:
When i'm going to aboard the bus the bus driver CLOSED THE DOOR when i'm just like right beside the door going to get down.
I quicky shouted WA HE WANT TO KEP ME AND JUMP!!
So i walked and turned back to look at the driver.
He's lucky that he's not an indian if not i'll make a fuss. HAHAHA
Ok. I'M RACIST! :)
I love being racist.. :)

Went to novena yesterday for the dim sum buffet at LaoBeijing.
Let me tell you something DON'T EAT THERE!
Their food sucks like hell even though you can smell the fragrance from outside and there are lot of people inside.
I don't know why there are so many people inside.
I think if you feed your food to your dog once they eat the first mouth they wouldn't want to eat again.
They only 3 food i think is nice is their egg tofu, desert and there's is like something which is like roti-prata.
From now on i'm going to blacklist this shop in my life wouldn't ever visit them again.
You can't imagine how horrible their food is.

Studying at home now.
Need to work later. BORED!

Dear sorry i didn't accompany you to CGH yesterday.
I should accompany you and i would have to gobble down the horrible food there.
I miss you.. :)
Hope that you wouldn't have guard duty this week. :)

Troubles and stress are always running through my mind.
They are visiting me almost everyday :(
Feeling that i really cannot make it for my O levels.
It's time for me to buck up, i really need to buck up and stop fooling around.
I need to have the determination to study and pass my O's.
Even though i'm studying from monday to friday but now i think it's still not enough.
I still haven found a school for my science practical.
Feeling moody at this moment. :(
Things and things are bothering me.
I need to rest yet i still got lots of things undone.
And what time is it now? It's 4.30AM.
After waking up i can't get back to sleep.
This few days didn't got a goodnight sleep.
It's either i can't sleep or once i wake up i can't sleep back and it's like early in the morning 3 or 4am.
I think it's enough for today.
I'm complaining lots of things.
I need i need what i need? I really don't know, maybe it's just a good and peaceful night sleep.
That would really help alot alot. :)

Friday i went to Mr Curry at the central.
Eat till halfway i was complaining that the spoon is too heavy. HAHAHA.
I think it's not bad.. But i think the curry is not spicy enough i should choose the extra spicy one.
Head to Iluma after eating catched the movie Wolverine.

Yesterday went to jiajin's house with damian, shufen and shikai to kill time.
We played RISK. Hahaha.. it's my first time playing and i won!
Not more to the winning part is the aiming part that's fun.
Jiajin kept saying that Joan play this game is personal aim never think one.
Everyone was laughing.. Haha
So throughout the whole game for about 2 to 3 hours i was aiming jiajin all the way.
Lol everyone got bored of playing but i still insist that i want jiajin to die! HAHAHA
Shufen was thinking about the beehoon, potatoes and food thoughout the game. Lol.
And she got a nickname kan tang ben.. HAHAHA
Oh ya Jiajin sorry for breaking the cup. And thanks for the books. Heh heh.
After that went to dear house and played mahjong with his grandma. :)
In the end don't feel like going home and i stayed at his house. :)

Today nothing much went to Ehub to eat, print photos and went back to dear house.

Well this weekend was quite bored but it's an enjoyable one.

To Pingling get well soon!!

HAHA! I'm looking forward to next week. :):)
Plan to fish and steamboat at east coast. :)

I'm missing you already.
I love you.