I don't know what to do when things happen.
I felt so helpless.
I saw what i shouldn't see, or what it makes me pissed off.
I should confront him but i didn't.
I really don't know what to do.
I don't know if i should say out.
From what i saw today.
Spilt up would be the best choice.
I don't know how am i going to get those words out of my heart.
It's just so difficult by saying those words.
This is my first time encounting things kind of things.

How i wish you're by my side now to tell or advice me what i should do.
Tears kept rolling.
I wished this things wouldn't happen.

How i wish i had a time machine.
How i wish i can read the future.
How i wish that i can run away from all these things.

Joan needs a listening ear and a shoulder right now.
ANYONE??